Poem. Rebirth.

What moves you ?

What gets you out of darkness ?

What gets you into darkness ?

How do you move on ?

How do you find reason to live ?

What is your reason to live ?

Why do we continue on living this life ?

What do I need to know to want to continue ?

I know this is not how it is supposed to be here

I know my soul is not from here

I know this harshness is not part of our love

I cannot continue like this

I need a change

This life is not for me

I don’t like it

Be love

Be everything they tell you not

Be beauty

Be the light of my life

Be that who everyone wants you to be

Be that who you know yourself to be

All that we do

All that we want

is all  . . . not part of us . . 

none of it is . . 

none

How much do you want to fall ?

How much do you want to rise ?

How much do you want to live ?

How much do you want to love ?

How much do you feel part of it ?

How much is it worth it ?

How much is your worth ?

How much ?

All is bloody bull shit

fucking pretend after pretend

Escape 3D reality 

Fucking run

Fucking run the fuck away from here

What the fuck is this ?

Can I please ?

Can I fucking run away ?

That’s why I dance

That’s why I dance

is to escape my own fucking misery

misery of 3D world living

They tell me to live

They tell me to love

I want to live where people are kind

I want to live where people love

I want to live where people care

I want to live where people are whole

What is happiness ?

What the fuck is happiness ?

What is it ?

What happiness is here ?

I want a cigaret 

I don’t smoke

My soul is guiding me into darkness

It sucks

I am crying

I am seeking balance in my life

I am embracing the fuckedupness of my life

I am crying so I can find balance

To hear 

To feel

To know

To be 

or not to be 

And at the end I choose 

to love